I AM A CORPSE
I AM A CORPSE (第3/3页)
-coveredshoesofmymurdererwerethelastthingsInoticed.IclosedmyeyesasifIweregoingtosleep,andIgentlypassedover.
Mypresentcomplaintisn’tthatmyteethhavefallenlikenutsintomybloodymouth,oreventhatmyfacehasbeenmaimedbeyondrecognition,orthatI’vebeenabandonedinthedepthsofawell—it’sthateveryoneassumesI’mstillalive.Mytroubledsoulisanguishedthatmyfamilyandintimates,who,yes,thinkofmeoften,imaginemeengagedintrivialdealingssomewhereinIstanbul,orevenchasingafteranotherwoman.Enough!Findmybodywithoutdelay,prayformeandhavemeburied.Aboveall,findmymurderer!
Forevenifyouburymeinthemostmagnificentoftombs,solongasthatwretchremainsfree,I’llwritherestlesslyinmygrave,waitingandinfectingyouallwithfaithlessness.Findthatson-of-a-whoremurdererandI’lltellyouindetailjustwhatIseeintheAfterlife—butknowthis,afterhe’scaught,hemustbetorturedbyslowlysplinteringeightortenofhisbones,preferablyhisribs,withavisebeforepiercinghisscalpwithskewersmadeespeciallyforthetaskbytorturersandpluckingouthisdisgusting,oilyhair,strandbystrand,soheshriekseachtime.
Whoisthismurdererwhovexesmeso?Whyhashekilledmeinsuchasurprisingway?Becuriousandmindfulofthesematters.Yousaytheworldisfullofbaseandworthlesscriminals?Perhapsthisonedidit,perhapsthatone?
Inthatcaseletmecautionyou:Mydeathconcealsanappallingconspiracyagainstourreligion,ourtraditionsandthewayweseetheworld.Openyoureyes,discoverwhytheenemiesofthelifeinwhichyoubelieve,ofthelifeyou’reliving,andofIslam,havedestroyedme.Learnwhyonedaytheymightdothesametoyou.Onebyone,everythingpredictedbythegreatpreacherNusretHojaofErzurum,towhomI’vetearfullylistened,iscomingtopass.Letmesayalsothatifthesituationintowhichwe’vefallenweredescribedinabook,eventhemostexpertofminiaturistscouldneverhopetoillustrateit.AswiththeKoran—GodforbidI’mmisunderstood—thestaggeringpowerofsuchabookarisesfromtheimpossibilityofitsbeingdepicted.Idoubtyou’vefullycomprehendedthisfact.
Listentome.WhenIwasanapprentice,Itoofearedandthusignoredunderlyingtruthsandvoicesfrombeyond.I’djokeaboutsuchmatters.But
I’veendedupinthedepthsofthisdeplorablewell!Itcouldhappentoyou,bewary.Now,I’venothinglefttodobuthopeformythoroughdecay,sotheycanfindmebytracingmystench.I’venothingtodobuthope—andimaghetorturethatsomebenevolentmanwillinflictuponthatbeastlymurdereroncehe’sbeencaught.
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