A Few Moments of Sleeping and Waking

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dwardregardedthefamousintersection."Wereyouhurt?"

    "Mybicyclewasdemolishedutterly."

    EdwardreadTheInterpretationofDreams.Piabentoverthesewingmachine,sewingblue,red,andgreencloth.

    "FreudturnedhisfriendR.intoadisreputableuncle,inadream."

    "Why?"

    "Hewantedtobeanassistantprofessor.Hewasbuckingforassistantprofessor."

    "Sowhywasitnotallowed?"

    "TheydidntknowhewasFreud.Theyhadntseenthemovie."

    "Yourejoking."

    "Imtrying."

    EdwardandPiatalkedaboutdreams.Piasaidshehadbeendreamingaboutunhappyloveaffairs.Inthesedreams,shesaid,shewasveryunhappy.Thenshewoke,relieved.

    "Howlong?"

    "Forabouttwomonths,Ithink.ButthenIwakeupandImhappy.Thatitisnotso."

    "Whyaretheyunhappyloveaffairs?"

    "Idontknow."

    "Doyouthinkitmeansyouwantnewloveaffairs?"

    "WhyshouldIwantunhappyloveaffairs?"

    "Maybeyouwanttohaveloveaffairsbutfeelguiltyaboutwantingtohaveloveaffairs,andsotheybecomeunhappyloveaffairs."

    "Thatssubtle,"Piasaid."Youreinsecure."

    "Ho!"Edwardsaid.

    "ButwhythenamIhappywhenIwakeup?"

    "Becauseyoudonthavetofeelguiltyanymore,"Edwardsaidglibly.

    "Ho!"Piasaid.

    EdwardresistedTheInterpretationofDreams.HereadeightnovelsbyAnthonyPowell.PiawalkeddownthestreetinEdwardsbluesweater.Shelookedatherselfinashopwindow.Herhairwasrotten.Piawentintothebathroomandplayedwithherhairforonehour.Thenshebrushedherteethforabit.Herhairwasstillrotten.Piasatdownandbegantocry.Shecriedforaquarterhour,withoutmakinganynoise.Everythingwasrotten.

    EdwardboughtMadamCherokeesDreamBook.Dreamsinalphabeticalorder.Ifyoudreamofblackcloth,therewillbeadeathinthefamily.Ifyoudreamofscissors,abirth.EdwardandPiasawthreefilmsbyJean-LucGodard.ThelandlordcameandaskedEdwardtopayDanishincometax."ButIdontmakeanymoneyinDenmark,"Ed?wardsaid.Everythingwasrotten.

    Piacamehomefromthehairdresserwithblackvarnisharoundhereyes.

    "Howdoyoulikeit?"

    "Ihateit."

    Piawaschoppingupanenormouscabbage,acabbagebigasabasketball.Thecabbagewasofanextraordinarysize.Itwasabigcabbage."Thatsabigcabbage,"Edwardsaid.

    "Big,"Piasaid.

    TheyregardedtheenormouscabbageGodhadplacedintheworldforsupper.

    "Istherevinegar?"Edwardasked."Ilikevinegarwithmy"Edwardreadamagazineformenfullofcoloredphotographsofnakedgirlslivingnormallives.EdwardreadtheNewStates?man,withitsletterstotheeditor.Piaappearedinhernewblue,red,andgreendress.Shelookedwonderful.

    "Youlookwonderful."

    "Tak."

    "Tablesarewomen,"Edwardsaid."Youremem?beryousaidIwasjumpingontables,inyourdream.Freudsaysthattablesarefiguresforwomen.Youreinsecure."

    "Lavache!"Piasaid.

    Piareportedanewdream."IcamehometoasmalltownwhereIwasborn.First,Iranaroundasatouristwithmycamera.Thenaboywhowassellingsomething——fromoneofthoselittlewagons?——askedmetotakehispicture.ButIcouldntfindhiminthephotoapparat.Intheviewglass.Alwaysotherpeoplegotintheway.Everyoneinthistownwasdivorced.EverybodyIknew.ThenIwenttoaladiesclub,aplacewherethewomenaskedthementodance.Buttherewasonlyonemanthere.Hispicturewasonanadvertisementoutside.Hewasthegigolo.Gigolo?Isthatright?ThenIcalleduppeopleIknew,onthetelephone.Buttheywerealldivorced.Everybodywasdi?vorced.Mymotherandfatherweredivorced.HelleandJensweredivorced.Everybody.Every?bodywasfloatingaboutinastrangeway."

    Edwardgroaned.Apalpablegroan."Whatelse?"

    "Icantremember."

    "Nothingelse?"

    "WhenIwasonmywaytotheladiesclub,theboyIhadtriedtotakeapictureofcameupandtookmyarm.IwassurprisedbutIsaidtomyselfsomethinglike,Its

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