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HElostninepounds(agreatblessing)dur?ingtheeightmonthstheylivedintheapartment.Theyhadnotbeenslowtocriticizehistoes,teeth,belly,hair,orpolitics."Itseemstome,"Veronicahadsaidoneday,"thatyouhavenosocialresponsibility.""Myfirstsocialresponsibility,"hehadsaid,"isthatthebuildingdoesntcollapse.""Rightrightright,"shesaid,"butyouareafterallacreatureofthepowerstructure.Youworkforthepowerstructure."Thiswastrueenough,revolutionariesdidntbuildbuildings,neededonlyclos?etstooiltheirUzisin,noworkforarchitectsthere.OntheotherhandVeronicaandtheothersderivedtheirownpoliticsfromaK-Martofsources,ThomasAquinasmarchingshoulder-to-shoulderwithSimonedeBeauvoirandtheweatherbeatentroopersofSixtyMinutes.Theywereoftenleftandrightduringthesameconversation,sometimesthesamesentence.
Hisheadacheshadgoneawaybuthadbeenreplacedbyearly-morningvomiting.Afewouncesofyellowbileproducedeachmorning.Hemeditatedontoomuch,thoughtcarefullyaboutasufficiency.Whenthewomenhadbeenlivingwithhimhehadthoughtofhimself,veryoften,asinsufficientlyvirile,orinsuffi?cientlyambitious.Whoneededthismuchexcitation?Ontheotherhand,whocouldresistit?Annesome?timeslookedlikeatwenty-year-old,especiallywhenshedjustbathed,thesmallbreasts,thesmallhips,thedarkhair.Dorewastallandbossy,therewasnootherwordforit,andVeronicawas,takeyourchoice,sassyorcritical,greatliponthatkid,neverwithoutaspikedre?mark.Hehadthesensethathewasahotel,didntmindbeingahotel,okayImahotel.Twoofthemsuckinghiscockintheearlymornings,takingturns,fiveorsixoclock,hewasdrinkingwhitewine,notverygoodwhitewine,andsmoking,thiswentonforalongwhile,sometimestheydturntooneanotherandonewouldbegintolicktheinsideoftheotherslegsupnearthecunt,quitenear,Simonwithhishandsonthatonesbuttocks,aroundherwaistandthenmovingdownoverthebuttockswithslowappreciativestrokes,rakingthemwithhisnailsatintervals,butsoftly,littlebites,butsoftly,thefleshissodeliciousDoresaid,orAnnesaid.
"YOUVEbeenbadVeronica."
"NoIhaventthatsnotbadthatshardlybadatall."
"Iagreewithher.Youvebeenbad."
"NoIhaventIdontcallthat——"
"Verybad."
"IdontcallthatbadthatsnothardlybadatallyoushouldseewhatIveseenifyouwanttotalkabout——"
"YesVeronicayesofcourseofcourseVeronicaIdidntthinkyoudadmititwhyshouldyou?CmonAheresnoreasoningwithher."
"DoredontgoIhaventbeenbadshesjusttryingtotellyouIvebeenbadbutImeanareyougoingtobe?lieveher?Justbecauseshesays——"
"Wellhowdoyoufeel?"
"Bad."
"Yousee."
"OhGodDorenowyouvemadeherfeelbadjusttalkingabouteverythingyouvemadeherfeelbadthatshesdonesomethingsomelittlesomethingsheshouldnthavedonesomelittlesomethingthatwar?rantshorriblecontrition——"
"Idontmindmakingherfeelbad.Shesbad."
"Veronica,areyouessentiallywhatshesaysyouare?Bad?YoucantellmeImyourfriend.Ihaveotherbadfriends,ifthat——"
"Wellspit.ThatswhatIthink."
"Yourenotgoingtotalkisthatit?"
"Hither."
"Imnotgoingtohithershesasisteryoucanthitasisterevenabadsisterthatsoneoftheeternalrulesnotevenaterribly,terriblybadsister.LikeVeronica."
"ImaboutasbadasIwanttobe,sofar.IhaventthoughtabouthaventgraspedhowbadImightwanttobeinthefuturewhenmyshipcomesinorsomething.Something,then,maybereleasedinmethatwillallow——"
"Idontthinkshesgoingtoacknowledgetheclearfacts.Idontthinkshehasthehumility.IgiveupIab?solutelygiveup."
"HangmeifyouwanttoIdontcare.Wherestherope?Gettherope.Hangme."
"OhhithergoaheadandhitherIcantstandthismewling."
"Idontwanttohither."
"Hitme."
"Hither."
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