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tasty.Isitartificiallycolored?"
"Whydoyouask?"
"Itstoogreen."
"ThatsGodsownsun."
"YouresureitsnotUnionCarbide."
"IdontthinkCarbidedoesbroccoli."
"Thishouseholdisaclassiccaseofexploitationbyinadversion."
SimonscratcheshisheadlikeLionelBarrymoreinanoldmovie."Tarnationtakeit,"hesays,"ifIgetyourdrift."
"Themalemanipulationofeverydimensionofexpe?rienceforthesuppressionanddominationoffemale-kind."
"Right,"Simonsays."Abigsubject."
"Gettingbiggereveryday,"shesays,suddenlycheerful.
"Youseealotofsuppressionanddominationaroundhere?"
"Nothissetupdoesntfitthemodelbecauseitssolaissez-faire.Butifwegotintoitsdeepstructure——"Shestopsandbeginsagain."Youdontcareaboutany?thing,Simon.Youjustgoalongcookingdinnerand**ingusindiscriminatelyandreadingTheWallStreetJournal.Yourvitalinterestsarenotinvolvedhere.Youdontgivea**."
"Howdoyouknow?"
OncehedbeeninthekitchenwithAnneintheearlymorning.Shewaswearingathintransparentshift,nothingelse.Theyhadalreadymadeloveandinthekitchenscuffledforalongtimealternatelyembracingandstruggling,Simonrunninghishandsoverherbreasts,herback,betweenherlegs,Annehugginghimandthenjumpingupandwrappingherlegsaroundhiswaist."Thisisafemalefantasy,"shehadsaid,"loveinthekitchen.""Loveinsteadofthekitchen,"hesaid,andshesaid,"ButIlikethekitchen."Herbuttocksweresuchastodrivemenwild,drivemenwild,hesaid,andshesaidthatwhenshedbeeninhighschoolshedwornextremelyshortshortswithjustthatinmind,hadinfactbeensenthomeatimeortwo."Mymothercouldntcontrolme,"shesaid,"Iwasuncontrollable."Hepickedherupandseatedherontopoftherefrigera?torandshethrewanavocadoathimandhecaughtitasitsmushedinhishand.Hespreadherlegsandateherasshesatatoptherefrigerator,herarmscradlinghishead."Playiswhatitsallabout,"shesaid,"whatdoesittastelike?""Littlebitsalty,"hesaid,histonguelav?ingherbellybutton,"mustbethoseblackeyedpeaswehadlastnightormaybejustyourtemperamentingen?eral."
"Soshekickedyouout,"Annesays.
"Shedidntkickmeout,exactly."
"Wasshebetterthanweare?"
"Itwaskindofadetour."
"Areyousorry?"
"No."
"Itwouldbeniceifyouweresorry."
"Everybodyalwayswantssomebodytobesorry.Fuckthat."
"Veronicahadalittlethingwithafireman."
"Wheredshegetthefireman?"
"A&P.HisnamewasSalvatore.Heletherslidedownthepole."
"Didhe."
"Hewasmarried."
"Thatstragic.Isittragic?"
"Justadetour."
Hehugsher."Frolicanddetour,thelawyerssay."
"Butarealpoet."
"Shesnorealerthanyouare."
"Doyoulikewomenmorethanmusic?"
"Alittle."
"Youcamebackbecauseyouloveusmorethanyoulovedher."
"Well,Ido."
A:Ithoughtpeoplewerentsupposedtohavemorethanthreeorfournightmaresayear.Ihavethemeverynight,thereisnonightinwhichIdonthavesomethingthatcanfairlybedescribedasanight?mare.Manyofthemhavetodowithclothes.
Q:Thewrongclothes.
A:Notsomuchthewrongclothesasnotbeingabletogetdressed.Inparticular,thetrousers,indreamsIhavegreat,enormousdifficultybringingthetrousersupovertheknees.Theshoes,forsomereasonIhaveputonmyshoesfirstandthentrytoputonthetrousers,trytopullthemovertheshoes
Q:Ioftendreamthatmyrifleisntclean.Youcancleanitandcleanitandthenthesergeantlooksdownthebarrelanddecidesitsnotclean,itsgotverylittletodowithwhetherthebarrelisorisnotclean,itsametaphysicalpropositionrelatedtotheArtofWar,yourpoorplacewithinthatscheme
A:Everynight!Itstoomuch.Whatrecourse?Thegrindingofteeth.
Q:Wheredoyouseeyourselfgoingfromhere?Inlife.
A:Moreofthesame,Isuppose.WhenIwasmarriedIdfindmyselflookingforwardtoDumbo,youknow?Dumbowasgoingtobeontelevisionatsayseven-thirtyintheeveningandthekidwasgoingtowatchitandthatwaswhatIhadtolookforwardto,too.
Q:Ilikedit.
A:Ilikedit.Bizarre,whenyouthinkaboutit.
Q:ThepartIrememberiswhenallthestorksdroppedalltheparachutesfromtheskyandallthelit?tlebabytigersandhipposrolledoutofthediapers——thebundlesthestorkswerecarryingwerediapers,thoseboysdontmissatrick——beforetheeyesoftheiraston?ishedtigerandhippoparents.Thatwascute.
A:Terrifying.Becauseitwassowelldone.
Q:Idontwanttoliveonafarm,togobacktothefarm.ItstooriskyandIdontknowwhattodo.SomedamncoworotherisyellingandIdontknowwhattodotoalleviateherpain.DoIputthewheatinnowordoIwaittwoweeks?Thecombine,itsdrivechainisactingupandIoughttobeabletofixitbyslammingitafewtimeswithahammer,butIdontknowwheretoslamit.Idontknowhowtotalktothebank.SomeguysknowallthisstuffandItellmyselfImnotsup?posedtoknowitbecauseImnotafarmer.YetIthinkIoughttobeafarmeroratleastbecapableofbeingafarmer.Maybeitsatavistic
A:Idbeperfectlycomfortablelivinginahotel.Itakethattobetheoppositepole.Notnecessarilyagrandhotel,ashabbybutstillstuffyhotel.
Q:BedfordSquare.InLondon.
A:NeverbeentoLondon.
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