Wrack
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hhereyebrows.Paintedthemgold.Youhadthegrayeyeswithatouchofviolet,andthegoldeyebrows.Yes,thedoorsmustbemine.Iseemtorememberherburstingthroughthem.Inoneoftheseveralragesofasummersday！！
When?！！
Itmusthavebeensometimeago.Someyears.Idontknowwhattheyredoinghere.Itstrikesmetheywereinanotherhouse.Notthishouse.Imeanitskindofcloudy！！
Buttheyrehere！！
Shesometimesthrewsomethingthroughthedoorwaybeforeburstingthroughthedoorwayherself.Acid,ononeoccasion！！
Butthedoorsarehere.Theyreyours！！
Yes.Theyseemtobe.Imean,Imnotarguingwithyou.Ontheotherhand,theyrenotsomethingIwanttoremember,particularly.Theyhavesortofanunpleasantauraaroundthem,forsomereason.Iwouldhaveavoidedthem,lefttomyself！！
Idontwanttodistressyou.Unnecessarily！！
Iknow,Iknow,Iknow.Imnotblamingyou,butitjustseemstomethatyoucouldhaveletitgo.Thedoors.Imsureyoudidntmeananythingbyit,butstill！！
Ididntmeananythingbyit.Well,letsleavethedoors,then,andgoontothedish！！
Plate！！
Letsgoontotheplate,then！！
Plate,dish,Idontcare,itssomethingofanimposition,youmustadmit,tohavetothinkaboutit.NormallyIwouldntthinkaboutit！！
Ithasyournameontheback.Engravedontheback！！
Where?Showme！！
Yourname.Rightthere.Andthedate,1962！！
Idontwanttolook.Illtakeyourwordforit.Thatwastwentyyearsago.MyGod.ShereadR.D.Laing.Aloud,atdinner.Everynight.Interruptedonlybythetelephone.Whensheansweredthetelephone,hervoicebecameanimated.Charmingandanimated.Gaiety.Vivacity.Laughter.IncontrasttoherreadingofR.D.Laing.Whichcouldonlybedescribedaspunitive.O.K.,soitsmine.Myplate！！
Itsadish.Abonbondish！！
YoumeantosaythatyouthinkthatIwouldownabonbondish?Asterling-silverorwhateveritisbonbondish?Youremad！！
Thedoorswereyours.Whynotthedish?！！
Abonbondish?！！
Perhapsshecravedbonbons?！！
Nonononono.Notso.Sourballs,perhaps！！
Letsmoveontotheshoe,now.Idonthavethatmuchtime！！
Theshoeisdefinitelynotmine！！
Notyours！！
Itsawomansshoe.Itstoosmallforme.Myfoot,thisfoothere,wouldneverintheworldfitintothatshoe！！
Iamnotsuggestingthattheshoeisyoursinthesensethatyouwearorwouldwearsuchashoe.Itsobviouslyawomansshoe！！
Theshoeisinnosenseathingofmine.AlthoughfoundIadmitamongmythings！！
Itshere.Anold-fashionedshoe.Elevenbuttons！！
Therewasavogueforthatkindofshoe,sometimeback,amongtheyoungpeople.Itmighthavebelongedtoayoungperson.Isometimessawyoungpersons！！
Withwhatinmind?！！
Ifondledthem,iftheywerefondleable！！
Withinthelimitsofthelaw,ofcourse！！
Certainly."Youngperson"isanelasticterm.YouthinkImgoingtomesswithjailbait?！！
Ofcoursenot.Neveroccurredtome.Theshoehassomethingofthepatheticaboutit.Awrongedquality.Doyouthinkitpossiblethattheshoemaybeinsomewayacridecoeur?！！
Notachance！！
Youwerewrongaboutthedish！！
Iveneverheardacridecoeur！！
Youveneverheardacridecoeur?！！
Perhapsonce.WhenShirleywaswithus?！！
WhowasShirley?！！
Themaid.Shewasstudyingeschatology.Maidingparttime.Sheleftusforabetterpost.Perfectlyordinarydeparture！！
Didsheperhapswearshoesofthistype?！！
No.Norwasshegiventothecridecoeur.Except,perhaps,once.Deathofherflyingfish.Acrywrenchedfromherbosom.Ratherlikeawingedphallusitwas,shekeptitinawashtubinthebasement.Onedayitwasdiscoveredbelly-up.Shescreamed.Then,insisteditbegiventheLastRites,buriedinafishcemetery,holywa
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