Will You Tell Me?

    Will You Tell Me? (第2/3页)

asIwasatthattime,sixteen,anditwasbeautiful,andIwasbeautifulIthink,andwebothweretherethetreeandme,andIcouldntstandit,Hildasaid.Youarestillbeautiful,now,atneen,Howardsaid.Butdonttouchme,Hildasaid.

    Hubertwasshortinarisingmarket.Helosttenthousand.Canyoupaytherentonthishouseforawhile?heaskedIrene.Ofcoursedarling,Irenesaid.Howmuchisit?Ny-threedollarsamonth,Hubertsaid,everymonth.Thatsnotmuchreally,Irenesaid.HubertreachedouthishandtocaressIrenebutdecidednotto.

    Ingesmiledinthecandlelightfromthevictorycandle.

    EdwardwastiredofposingforCharlesspoem.Hestretched,growled,andbithimself.

    InthecellarPaulmixedtheplasticforanotherbatchofbombs.Abranchfromtheblackpeartreelayonhiswork-table.Seedsfellintohistoolbox.Fromthebank?hewondered.Whatwasmeantby"fromthebank"?HerememberedthekindnessofMontreal.Hildasblacksweaterlayacrossachair.Godissubtle,butheisnotmalicious,Einsteinsaid.Paulheldhistoolsinhishands.Theyincludedanawl.NowIshallhavetofindmoreSchlitzcans,hethought.Quickly.

    IrenewonderedifHubertreallylovedher,orifhewasmerelysayingsotobepleasant.Shewonderedhowshecouldfindout.Hubertwashandsome.ButsowasCharleshandsomeforthatmatter.AndI,Iamstillquitebeautiful,sheremindedherself.NotinthesamewayasyounggirlslikeHildaandRosemarie,butinadifferentway.Ihaveamaturebeauty.Oh!

    Fromthebank?Ingewondered.

    Ericcamehomefortheholidays.

    AnnaTeresaTymienieckawroteabooktowhichI.M.Bochénskicontributedaforeword.

    Rosemariemadealistofallthepeoplewhohadnotwrittenheraletterthatmorning:

    GeorgeLewis

    PeterElkin

    JoanElkin

    HowardToff

    EdgarRich

    MarcyPowers

    SueBrownly

    andmanyothers

    Paulsaidtothemanatthehardwarestore:Ineedanewawl.Whatsizeawldoyouhaveinmind?themanasked.Oneaboutthissize,Paulsaid,showingthemanwithhishands.OhHilda!

    Whatishislittlename?CharlesandIreneaskedHubert.Hisname,Hubertsaid,isPaul.Asmallone,isnthe?Charlesremarked.Butwellmade,Hubertnoted.

    CanIbuyyouadrink?HowardaskedHilda.Haveyouhadanygrappayet?Itsoneofthefavoritedrinksofthiscountry.YourtimeisupHoward,Hildasaidruthlessly.Getoutofthiscafé.Nowwaitaminute,Howardsaid.Thisisafreecountryisntit?No,Hildasaid.Nobuddy,afreecountryispreciselywhatthisisnotinsofarasyoursittingatthistableisconcerned.Besides,IvedecidedtogotoDenmarkonthenextplane.

    Themailman(Rosemariesmailman)persistedinhisirritatinghabitofdoingtheothersideofthestreetbeforehedidhersideofthestreet.RosemarieateabowlofThree-MinuteOats.

    Ericcuthisnailswithoneofthose25¢nailcutters.

    ThebombHenryJacksonthrewathisfatherfailedtodetonate.WhydidyouthrowthisSchlitzcanatmeHenry?Henrysfatherasked,andwhyisittickinglikeabomb?

    HildaappearedinPaulscellar.Paul,sheasked,canIborrowanaxe?orasaw?

    HuberttouchedIrenesbreast.Youhavebeautifulbreasts,hesaidtoIrene.Ilikethem.Doyouthinktheyretoomature?Ireneaskedanxiously.

    Mature?

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    AnntheHyacinthGirlwantedPaulbutcouldnothavehim.HewassleepingwithIngeinDenmark.

    FromhiswindowCharleswatchedHilda.Shesatplayingundertheblackpeartree.Shebitdeeplyintoablackpear.IttastedbadandHildalookedatthetreeinquiringly.Charlesstartedtocry.HehadbeenreadingBergson.Hewassurprisedbyhisownweeping,andinastateofsurprise,decidedtogetsomethingtoeat.Irenewasnothome.Therewasnothingintherefrigerator.Whatwashegoingtodoforlunch?Gotothedrugstore?

    RosemarielookedatPaul.Butofcoursehesfartooyoungforme,shethought.

    EdwardandEricmetonthestreet.

    IngewrotethefollowinglettertoAnntoexplainwhyAnncouldnothavePaul:

    DearAnn——

    Ideeplyappreciatethesentimentsexpressedbyyouinourrecentship-to-shoretelephoneconversation.IstheBlackSeapleasant?Ihopesoandhopetoothatyouarehavinganicevoyage.TheMatsonLineisoneofmyfavoritelines.HoweverImusttellyouthatPaulisatpresentdeeplyembeddedinaloveaffairwithme,IngeGrote,averynicegirlhereinCopenhagen,andthereforecannotrespondtoyourproposals,charmingandwellstatedastheywere.Youhaveaveryniceprosestyleonthetelephone.Also,ImightpointoutthatifPaullovesanygirlotherthanmeinthenearfutureitwillsurelybeHilda,thatgirlofgirls.Hilda!whataremarkablegirl!Ofcoursethereisalsothepossibilitythathewilllovesomegirlhehasnotmetyet——thisisremote,Ithink.Butthankyoufortheadditionalhyacinthsanyway,andwepromisetothinkofyoufromtimetotime.

    Yourfriend,

    Inge

    Charleslayinbedwithhiswife,Irene.Hetouchedabreast,oneofIrenes.YouhavebeautifulbreastsIrene,Charlessaid.Thankyou,Irenesaid,Charles.

    HowardswiretoEricwasneverdelivered.

    HubertthoughtseriouslyabouthisChristmaspresenttoCharlesandIrene.WhatcanIgetforthesedearfriendsth

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